For those of you who are still reading, (Prolly none)
But yeah, those who are fucking bored and come everyday to see if I update.
But prolly none of you do, cuz it's been so long since I've updated.

SO WELLLL,
I.
BROKE.
UP.
WITH.
MATT.
YEAYAAAA!

Yeap, I'm no longer together with him.
We didn't make it to our first month. (It was 2 days to our first month.)
We didn't get our bellies pierced together.
No, don't get it wrong. I still love him, but he cheated on me.
So......... I'm not that heartless yknow?
I still do love him, but we just can't get it working again.. I guess...
I need to get over it, I'm still so young.
I need to tell myself 'HUNNY, NOT WORTH IT!'
LOL @ my sillyness.

All I need to do now, is get back on track.
Back to gym 3 times a week.
Back to school work.
Back to my faith in God! :]
Praying helps me a lottttt.
I admit, Matt was fucking me up a lot.
But yeah, oh well.
Its all experience! :]

Well Matthew Lush is such an inspiring guy.
Watch his videos.

OHOHOHOH!
Kailen and Jay are the most beautiful gay couple in my life.
They show me that love still exists. Nawww. (L)
Ashley is such a sweetheart.
& Chris and Georga have been giving me the greatest advice.
Max, although he doesn't know how to put his thought in words, it's okay. I know he cares for me so much.
Zomgshzx friend are so important.

SO THANX TO THEM ALL FOR HELPING ME GET THRU THIS SHIT.
XOXOXOX